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Thursday, May 04, 2006 @ 08:44

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Damn.

Why is it always a Thursday morning? Why is it that almost every Thursday morning I will be waking up at 7.30am, when I'm suppose to have a class at 8? Argh, this is getting so irritating. Indeed, Thusrday is a bad day for me. I promise never to be late for Gems again and not say skipping it. Damn, this is so damn. Arghhhhhhh. I'm the only person that can be blame for and yet i'm feeling so irritated as if someone did something wrong to me or forgotten to wake me up. What's happening to me???

O god, now i'm feeling worse. I don't know why but I just feel like blogging. Typing out all my weird and emotional feelings, letting it all out, something is wrong with me, definitely. I don't know how to explain, I'm fine with my life, fine with my family, fine with my friends, fine with school but I just don't feel right. Damn. Perhaps I need some meditating session.

The same old incident happened yesterday. Once again, I hate the guilt processing in me. It's just not the right time. I certainly hope it's some sort of April Fool's joke, but it isn't. I hope it's a another lame joke or whatever. If not, I hope that the excuses I gave him won't hurt him that badly. I will try to pretend nothing has happen and let's hope everything goes well. I know saying 'sorry' won't help much, but I think that's the most apppropriate word to say now. I'm not sure whether this will reach that person, but nonetheless, just wanna say "I'm sorry".

I just hope that everything doesn't come crashing down my life. I hope this PMS thing stop.
I won't be late for gems again, I promise.

P.s: If you really love her, how can you ever love another person?