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Thursday, October 29, 2009 @ 14:22

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Alright, 5th day.

I finally got my Caramel Marchiato from Starbucks. In fact, I'm chilling alone with Toshi Pink at Starbucks.

Increase 5% of happiness.

Current emotion stats:

Happy: 25%
Annoy:55%
Depress: 10%
Others: 10%

I'll be moving soon.




Wednesday, October 28, 2009 @ 12:42

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4th day.

Numbers are not increasing. Can somebody please increase the job listing?!?!?!?!??!

Depressed.




Tuesday, October 27, 2009 @ 15:05

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3rd day.

I'm trying hard, very very hard.

P.s I wrapped wan ton today.




Monday, October 26, 2009 @ 13:13

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2nd day. (Exclude weekends)

Resting, trying hard to not to force myself too hard.

I should be happy, happy!




Friday, October 23, 2009 @ 20:50

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Alright, today is the first day.

Not good and i'm getting a little depress, but with you around helps make things a little better in a way. Love.

I can almost see it
That dream I am dreaming
But there's a voice inside my head saying
You'll never reach it

Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking

But I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down
But no, I'm not breaking

I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most, yeah
Just gotta keep going

And I, I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on

'Cause there's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Somebody's gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!

Keep on moving, keep climbing
Keep the faith, baby
It's all about, it's all about the climb
Keep the faith, keep your faith, whoa




Tuesday, October 20, 2009 @ 01:00

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I understand, even if the whole world don't.




Friday, October 16, 2009 @ 14:07

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Birthday was awesome in a tiny winy way.

First it was him "please promised me not to be late".

Then it was me " Baby, I'm trying my best to finish up all my urgent stuffs, please understand".

Next it was him "I'm coming for you, please sum up all your stuffs in 15 mins".

Then it was me "I'll try my best to be down in 15 mins".

So silly was holding a bouquet of flower, standing there, waiting.

We hugged, kissed and he said "happy birthday" to me.

What's next? It's 8.30pm, so Esta suggested dinning at somewhere near bugis.

Silly insisted on dinning at Orchard.

Cute things started happening from then on:

- baby asked me to look for loo
- baby wants to go kino (Like since when he's a book person?)
- baby dragged me to the toilet at Taka's food centre (Dirty! Normally we don't go)
- baby ignored my suggestion to dine at Crystal Jade (I love xiao long bao!)
- baby suggested coca (Like wth, I wanted xiao long bao)
- baby ignore the queue at coca (He dragged me in...)

Then, I realised I saw familiar faces!

BROOMZ! Surprise for Esta!

It's really nice seeing all my very cute ex-colleagues again!

To Baby, appreciate all your effort. Love.

To the rest of those that have wished or gave me presents, THANK YOU :)




Monday, October 12, 2009 @ 22:57

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I feel good, surprisingly.

Esta, tell yourself that you've made a right choice.

You'll know when is the time to step back.




Wednesday, October 07, 2009 @ 23:11

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If only someone can understand how I feel.

Someone, anybody out there.

It's terrible, really.

This period is really not my time, just like there isn't any time for me to even breathe and smile cheerfully to myself, yelling "That's my life!".

I haven't been this down, for a long long long time, wait, I think I should put it this way instead. I haven't been THIS down before; like helplessly lost and trying desperately not to feel incapable etc.

What a ruin 'supposingly-to-be' favorite month.